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July 08, 2005
Can you hear me now? Good.

For ten years, I lived much of my life paralyzed by fear. When I finally told fear where to stick it, I felt free and my life began to change. I promised myself I would never be that person again. I refuse. Sometimes, though, fear creeps back and tries to take over again. Yesterday was one of those days.

It's funny how I'm always saying "take a risk", "jump in with both feet" and "do it - don't be afraid." I ought to listen to myself and take my own advice when fear, especially irrational fear, comes back. I won't stop traveling or taking public transportation. I won't stop living my life.

And so today I say to the terrorists what I am telling my fear. Fuck you. Fuck. You. And in case you didn't hear me, I'll say it again. Fuck you.

Posted by Danielle at 11:13 AM • Comments (4)
Comments

Not to make light of the entry, but the way you said "Fuck you", makes me think of Mike Myers saying that in a Scottish accent à la SNL's "If it's not Scottish it's crahp" or the dad in "So I Married an Axe Murderer"

:D

Posted by at July 8, 2005 11:33 AM

That would be I who wrote that, doh!

Posted by Will at July 8, 2005 11:34 AM

Now see, I heard Mr. Sedaka saying the 'Fuck You' ...

Leeba ... Leeba ... Fuck. You. Fuck You Leeba .... or Jamie Gumb from Silence of the Lambs ... since those two are soooo interchangeable.

Posted by Wendy at July 8, 2005 11:57 AM

I've often noticed that when the fear creeps in, it's more about what could potentially happen to a loved one, more than something happening to yourself. I was OK yesterday and kept my fears in check, until last night when I couldn't get a hold of Will a home or on his cell phone, then all of the fears suddenly reappeared. Until I heard his voice on the other end of the phone--

Posted by Mary at July 8, 2005 04:52 PM

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